Karma Suzy Q

'Tops' for 2012

2011-12-22T14:41:00.000-08:00

My Top:

Album - Eddie Vedder, Ukulele Songs

Free Download - David Dallas, The Rose Tint

Concert - Six60, Queenstown

Movie - Breaking Dawn pt 1 (a guilty pleasure!)

DVD - Friends with Benefits

Book - All 3 Alice Seabold titles

Restaurant/Bar - Liquid NZ Bar, thanks so much for all their support of local music!

Online Retailer - NastyGal.com

Purchase - My Navy Asymmetrical Dress from Karmaloop

Destination - Bruce Bay, South Westland

Big Spend - Alaskan Adventure to come in 2012

Surprise - Seeing my bestie on my birthday after saying she couldn't get time off work to come :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR xx Suzylee

03/11/2011

2011-11-02T20:21:00.000-07:00

I've written a 10 year plan. It's quite intimidating.

New phone. iPhone. Pretty much in love.

Oh and a payrise.

I'm heading back to America next year, very excited! Keep up with my other blog Suzylee In America for updates.

Bought my first maxi dress, can't wait to test it out this summer.

I want Sparklers!!!

Bought Pearl Jam 20 dvd, it's awesome, no other words to describe it!

Ooooh Blue Cheese... Still my fave.

So many awesome musicians are playing locally over summer, how am I going to afford to see all the gigs???

I don't understand humans, i must be an alien.

Still have my down days, but they are so draining. Wish I could maintain a level of contentedness.

New fave program: Winners & Losers

Wish I could win Lotto, just a few thousand would bring me happiness!

x

29/06/2011

2011-06-28T18:42:00.000-07:00

I haven't written in ages. I love to write.

My face seems to have developed into a heater lately...

Bought a head unit for my car finally, not to mention it was from a charity auction, feel goodness!!!

Halfway through the year, so far have half my money saved, had my awesome party, and most of the way decided what career i want... What goals are left?

Someone stole my Fisheye Camera! Sad much?

I wish graphic design was easy - feel bad about asking for help...

I want a million dollars.

Why so many questions, showing a little initiative goes a long way!

If you don't buy someone else's music, how can you expect anyone to buy yours?

Fishpond = Stupid.

Grateful. Be grateful and great things happen.

Navy blue is my new friend.

Escape. That's what i need to do x

30/03/2011

2011-03-29T19:42:00.000-07:00

How young is too young for Facebook? I just saw a friends 8 year old brother with 150 friends...

Bloody hell, some people just aren't meant to shop online, i tell ya!

Boys love sex don't they? And beer.

The thought of meeting new people is scarier than the actual meeting. Networking - my new 'thing'.

Sara Tetro said i was 'funky' but i still wasn't good enough to make it on Top Model.

So i'll stick to band managing, or so-called band managing, since certain people don't like me helping...

Sick of instant f-ing coffee!

Haven't had a girl chat in such a long time, the downside of being in a relationship.

Hours at work cut by 20%, new job where are you?

04/02/2011

2011-02-03T14:45:00.000-08:00

Oh the Herve Leger, how you haunt me... Must. Have. You. Before. I'm. Too. Old.

Still gutted my favourite band has dis-banded, RIP The White Stripes, the band that saved me from pop music. I will never forget sitting in form class and Alannah Smith humming the Seven Nation Army riff!

Argh! Dodgy dream involving my boss last night (hope he's not reading this)

I don't like to stereotype, but hairdressers ay? I learnt some goss about my partner from my mum, who just got her haircut!

I think i want a job in social media... But i don't want to move to Auckland. I also want to go to a course at AUT... But it's $1000.00 for one day!!!

Or... is there a market for professional mixed CD maker? I'm awesome at that, no training required!

Parked outside Caltex Bishopdale on Sunday night, guy pulls up in a RX8, pops the boot, grabs something, hops back in, along comes someone else, they pull up window to window and hand something over... They drive off. Then RX8's lights flash as another car pulls up window to window and something is handed across. At this point i'm hoping they don't realise we are watching, or they own a weapon! Even in Nelson when you jokingly say "They're probably dealing drugs", they might be...

I love Twitter, not because i get to write what i'm thinking or doing, but for the remote chance i'll get Re-Tweeted, or better still someone famous will mention me in a Tweet!

Chasing men is hard work! I need a rest, truly i do.

Let's plan a cocktail party!

2011 Goals

2011-01-26T16:28:00.000-08:00

Move out of home!
Decide what career my future lies in
Have an awesome 23rd Birthday Party
Save $10,000.00 towards an overseas holiday
Be even more in love!
Take photos at the beach with sparklers.
Get my abs back.

18/01/2011

2011-01-17T16:54:00.000-08:00

What is the brain version of a Coronary? Work is giving me one of those.

Aneurysm.

Follow me on Twitter, sometimes i say awesome stuff.

Currently in Nelson: 18°C Wind: SW at 6 km/h, Humidity: 90%

Currently in the office: 30°C Wind: SW at 0.5 km/h, Humidity: 90%

Heading to Wellington for a weekend next month to learn HTML and stuff, i wonder how good a two day course will look on my CV?

Finance update, still have bills up to my ears... Camera to be de-sanded, Clutch, Online Shopping & Car Rego.

What your resume looks like when you've had a complete nervous breakdown...

I had a dream (on MLK Day ironically), that i was pregnant! Felt so real... Scary.

Is it a bad thing that i don't like anyone not on my own wavelength... I mean i have my own ideas and i don't like people who disagree...

I seem to put pretty people on a pedestal, same with men. And anyone with a talent i'm jealous of.

Oh the internet my best friend!

Merry Christmas

2010-12-23T16:53:00.000-08:00

Off to see the Wizard, the wonderful Wizard of Oz!

New posts will be up in 2011 - sorry for being a bit slack lately.

Love to you and your families xx

11/11/2010

2010-11-10T17:28:00.000-08:00

"Old people are like Cavemen..." - Me

5 weeks until Christmas, better start shopping.

Links: Toilet Roll Art & Bacon Soda !!!

I would love to have a professional photo shoot...

Oh and to own a Photo Booth & a Polaroid...

Started writing a song the other day (yes i know i don't even sing), it made me happy.

Have a cigarette and a lighter sitting in my car. Should just smoke it ae?

New Kid Cudi & Ladi6 albums are ordered, line up for copies.

I WILL go for a walk tonight... Stamina levels have plummeted.

Darci Goldsworthy you are my hero, sorry i was to late to enter you in Young New Zealander of the year.

New hair and a tan next week, just in time for 'Waka-a-thon', want to look good at the beach.

Dance at the beach with Sparklers!

Iron your shirts boys.

Who voted for John Key??? Nobody will admit they did... You suck anyway, just saying!

Dad predicts Len Brown = the next Prime Minister... Aww yea...

Yep.

01/11/2010

2010-10-31T19:59:00.000-07:00

I love the way it sounds when i type really fast...

I'm reading 'You Must Die Once' and i think i need to 'Die', leave me behind and arrive a new person.

Yay for late starts on Monday!

I told my man i'd love to name a son Israel, and he liked it.

Not to mention we found the perfect 'Family Wagon'...

My diary is now empty until Christmas, i think i should organise a party, or a trip, or something.

Feeling a little left out by mates... I have nobody to travel with, so i'm not travelling.

My awesome friend Demi sings awesomely: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZgNMdGI09c.

Mmmm KFC Twister, you should deliver yourself to my desk!

New favourite spectator sport = Roller Derby.

New music to dance, sing and make love to: Bruno Mars, Kid Cudi, B.o.B & Ladi6!

"I'll be in the sky"

'Like' my man's music on Facebook: www.facebook.com/defdealaz.

11/10/2010

2010-10-10T19:04:00.000-07:00

My face is hot from thinking!

So i had this really nice guy, who i had a crush on 3 years ago, ask me out... I felt so bad telling him i have a man, but at the same time i love Darci more than words!

Got to have cuddles with a brand new baby on the weekend, what a beautiful wee thing, life is funny.

Having coffee with a training careers advisor on Wednesday, i just need someone objective but not connected to give me advice.

Wow Demi has an amazing family, went to a party with her brother and sister, damn they got ‘swagger’ and damn they’re lovely peeps!

I think working with reporters would be fun, they know everything!

Or not working, but travelling, that’d be good too.

I hope Paul Henry hasn’t given us all a bad name! I can’t believe people i know support him. I thought we lived in a nice part of the world, apparently racism has just been hiding from me.

Found my dream engagement ring... Gotta keep hinting to my man.

The new car hunt is still on... I want a Toyota Glanza V, White, Manual, in good condition, is that too much to ask?

It’s funny being sober, and taken, when everyone else is drunk and single, the mating game is so very complex!

A fifteen year old told me i look 18, yuss! Aging gracefully. (and it was a male)

Heading to Christchurch next weekend, i wonder what i’ll find, please no aftershocks!

Questions

2010-09-22T19:44:00.001-07:00

What is the point of being sad?

What is the point of being angry?

Why do people aspire to own a big TV?

Why hurt another?

Where is the Love? (and i’m not talking about the song)

Where is the Harmony?

How can i be happy, and stay happy?

How do i fulfil my dreams?

What must the oldies think of the youth today?

What is the point of discrimination?

Why send txt messages?

Why not call people?

Where do i fit in?

Where should i be right now?

How come there can’t be peace?

How, or maybe it should be where, do i start?

13/09/2010

2010-09-12T18:48:00.000-07:00

Word of the week, Patronising, it just keeps coming up.

Watch Demi dance, green hoody... http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=1402137650407 !!!

The reason i won’t move out and go flatting with randoms; the inconsiderate bastards that my bestie lives with in Welly.

I think i have a plan... Probably said that before? Hmmm well i put ‘think’ in front to cover my bases.

What is the point of life? Sure as hell aint money, sex and drugs! (so sick of immature little brats who think it is)

Should have bought that street art book at Iko Iko...

I like the idea of Buddhism... Reading a book about Tibet and getting inspired.

Why do i get happiness out of seeing others fail? I’m in a constant state of comparison. Me vs. The World.

Only spending money on important things like literature & film, and saving the rest.

You are the Dalai Lama to my Monk.

I wonder how many people have their Facebook profiles open for everyone to look at and don’t know it?

There is not a person more valuable than another

30/08/2010

2010-08-29T16:37:00.000-07:00

What is the smallest amount of money you can win from Lotto? (eg i dreamed dad won $1.10...)

Wow, Kick-Ass, what a funny movie, Hit Girl is awesome!

I just finished reading The Lovely Bones, even better than the movie, so beautiful.

That reminds me, Beau, kinda liking this name...

Last night, laying in bed, i decided this: I can be anyone, or anything i want to be. I am intelligent. Just scared of the small amount of work i have to put in. For a lifetime of amazingness!

Found out about people breaking up, and new babies to be born.

Have been doing training courses in Microsoft Excel and Access. So many numbers... But i think i have a ‘thing’ for databases, nerd.

Twitter = my new addiction. I feel like i’m friends with celebs all of a sudden.

I really want to be daring and cut all my hair off, but i think i will look so much like a dude i might turn into one.

Salsa the morning after just isn’t the same.

I want to work for Urban Outfitters in NYC. Now that would be amazing.

Or Nylon Magazine...

Enjoying having a friend of the male species... So different to girls.

I want to build a house out The Glen, With Shepperd Fairey art on the walls, and a deck to the ocean.

I wonder if i have done enough in my 22 years to be considered normal... no babies, no flat, no tv even...

18/08/2010

2010-08-17T16:10:00.000-07:00

"Sex and drugs and rock and roll, is all my brain and body need, sex and drugs and rock and roll... are very good indeed"

Went to the movies by myself... Sad i know, but i’m not going to miss out on anything because of other people.

Doesn't fit in... or maybe i do, and it's the rest of you that don't?

Finished my scrapbook, looks algud...

Bandage Dress and a Bacardi... Bring on Summer '10/11!

Hellz Pizza Ribs = Yummo!

Do my boy a favour, before he goes insane, give him a record deal... www.facebook.com/defdealaz

My eyes hurt, my head hurts, and i'm still confused! Why can't relationships be easy, someone tell me what i'm meant to do

"My Chimpanzee is killing my friend...he's eating her" OMFG the scariest program i’ve watched in ages... Why would you keep a wild animal as a pet!!!

Bruno Mars, my new celebrity crush... that boy can sing.

Can’t wait to buy my new car... Might be a while yet but all good things take time (don’t i fricken know it!).

Dreamed i was Lois Lane’s daughter...

Decided i quite like learning, if only for a few hours at a time.

Why are wages so shithouse in NZ?

Just A Thought

2010-08-02T21:10:00.000-07:00

If we ate all the meat, fish, fruit & veges, chocolate, vitamins & minerals, drank all the water, wine & coffee, did all the exercise, learning, talking, listening, crying & smiling, wore no make-up, submerged ourselves in enough sunblock that the specialists would be happy, never took drugs or were subject to harmful chemicals, wrote letters instead of txt, never got stressed, had regular (organic, carbon neutral) holidays, had lots of (safe) sex (with the same partner for life, like animals), did one good deed everyday, if we knew what happens after you die… Basically did what every 'professional' ever said was best, this world would be one helluva place!!! And we would never have any time to do anything else.

Discuss:

22/07/2010

2010-07-21T16:37:00.000-07:00

Would you be offended if i went and had coffee with another guy?

I put myself into this situation i can get myself out of it!

I think my soul friends aren't the same as my friends, hence my state of loneliness.

Oh i stress too much! So my scrapbook is ugly, it means more to me than anyone else who gets to see it.

Do you dance?

It's funny how you think, because you believe something, and we are friends, that i will have the same belief...

Don't turn into other people, become a more rounded version of yourself.

I just want to get out of this place.

If you expect me to know what you are going on about, explain it to me before you start going on about it!

I wonder how much it would cost to travel the world for a year? and could i do it?

I hate being the last to know, but i guess if you do it to me, i can do it to you.

Bring on my 15 minutes!

10 Things He Likes About Me

2010-07-05T17:06:00.000-07:00

1. The way you like snuggling together.
2. Your sexy sex kiss.
3. Your sexy bum & thighs.
4. The fact that for some out of it reason you love me.
5. You question things I say, which challenges me to broaden my thoughts.
6. You think about me.
7. You except me for the difficult, different person I am.
8. Your beautiful smile.
9. You dont argue with me.
10. The sex we have.

05/07/2010

2010-07-04T21:30:00.000-07:00

I'm back!!!

It's so great to be home, it feels like i have missed so much, but at the same time everyone i love missed me, and my little place in the world saved my spot.

I learnt so much while i was away, i can't wait to put all my new knowledge to use, and start planning my next international adventure.

Hmmmm totaly addicted to junk food, must start eating healthy, excercising and detox my poor body!

Wow what a turn around from my boy, i've never felt so loved, so special, in someone elses eyes.

Wish it was summer so i could wear all my new clothes, but i do love my new jeans from American Eagle very muchly.

Hello Kitty!!!

Fish Eye is the new Golden Half.

No, you can't tell a Mormon just by looking at them.

Thanks Canada, for duty-free perfume.

What!!! Someone died watching Eclipse, in the theatre! Must have been on some crazy drugs at the time...???

To study? To travel? To save for a house? Dilemas ae.

FYI i will get onto updating my SuzyUSA blog, since the point was to do it while i was away, i just got lazy. But now i can add lots of pictures and make it cool.

How to make my life more of an adventure? (Like without scary shit, but fun, you know?)

Talk to me, i like new friends.

27/04/2010

2010-04-26T18:53:00.000-07:00

I’ve found the man of my dreams, only problem is, I see him more when I’m asleep than when I’m awake. I’m starting to think love is just an illusion, one big mind fuck!

Why can’t she get out of the past. 5 years is a long time, flip the situation around and maybe you will see what I mean.

Hi, my name is Stacey and I live in Nelson. No I don’t have kids, and no, I’m not pregnant.

I had such a fun time at Aline’s 21st, but you weren’t there.

Only 25 days until I go on holiday, scared much!

Scuba Steve! Yum hahaha

If I could look like anyone, it probably would be Kelly Karloff…

“I Need” is so over used. “I Love” is not.

If I could have anyone’s brain, it probably would be Greg Selkoe’s.

Stop saying “I don’t want to break up, but…”

I love sitting inside on a rainy day, especially with a cosy blanket.

I should read more, watch TV less, and spend more time with Darci & Mariah.

I just want to feel good for once, no more worry, stress, disharmony… Just peace and health.

Needs some more exciting make-up, might have to do a Sally and get MAC’d

If only I could smile without consequence

31/03/2010

2010-03-30T20:34:00.001-07:00

Just because I wear trackies a lot doesn’t mean I don’t like to dress up, I think I limit myself. I could be a style icon, couldn’t I?

The post code for Paraparaumu is 5032, Waiheke Island 1081

Very seriously considering moving to Auckland to study a Cert Communication Studies

Hmmm which goals to complete first?

Can’t wait to get my film developed from my Golden Half camera

I said ‘apparently we’re the ‘It’ couple’, you said ‘we are the ‘it’ couple you just can’t see it yet’.

So I bought awesome sunnies, just haven’t worn them yet…

I sometimes feel like B.o.b.’s ‘Nothing on You’ and Dane Rumble ‘Always Be Here’ were written about me!

Must not forget to enter the WeSC T-shirt design competition on Karmaloop

The other day I drew the floor plan of my dream house, simple elegance, now I just need the section at the Glen with the sea views…

So I have told you I want a husband and two kids, you didn’t laugh or do a runner; that must be an ok sign?

I love to read, i’ve just been really lazy lately

Bought my first Cosmo in ages on the weekend, had to have a laugh

Argh can’t wait for Disneyland in June, my favourite place in the world

Why do girls try to be your friend when they’re just out to steel your man, pfft!

Lucky my man ain’t that stupid.

Are Bikini wax’s that important? I mean I wouldn’t pay someone to do it, would you?

Oh but I will be investing in a hair cut and die, and a spray tan before my holiday, just coz

Good luck Mr Tua, make New Zealand Proud

How do you get perfect skin? I hate breakouts/redness/pores

I’d rather go for a walk than go to boxing tonight…

15/03/2010

2010-03-14T17:28:00.001-07:00

I give you all of me, expect nothing, you give me some of you and expect the world

If the world is black and white how come I’m feeling blue?

What do I need to do? For me. Right now.

Having Déjà Vu from two years ago

Move me to the ocean, a little cottage, and an old car, no neighbours, just me and a camera, and a notebook

Wouldn’t it be great to not have to work, to be able to do as you please, there is a whole world out there you know?

Trying to be something I’m not hasn’t made me happy, but I don’t know who I am, and how to make me the best I can be

I want to go home to bed, to wallow in self pity, make people feel bad for me, I’m so drained

Maybe shopping will make me feel better – then I can clean out old stuff from my wardrobe and give it to charity!

Your eggs on toast with cheese on top, nothing’s better, what would I do without you

Should I join a dance class?

‘Who wants to live forever?’

I tell you to go into it with an open mind, and you laugh at me?! Because you’re the Jedi Master and I’m your little project

I’m kind of in love with autumn. The sun, cool breeze, and the leaves, making me happy inside

Do you believe in fate, destiny, everything happens for a reason…?

I’m really not doing anything at all, should I be getting paid for this?

Maybe they appreciate my genius THAT much

Take a drive somewhere and take pictures, just me and no one else

I don’t think I could ever jump out of an aeroplane, I’m just to grounded for that

To be strong like Demi – I hardly know the girl but my admiration is huge

05/03/2010

2010-03-04T18:40:00.001-08:00

Why is it that when you say you are going to have an early night, you never do?

“I just can’t wait to be King” just popped into my head… The Lion King what!?

If all I come back from America with is my Karmaloop Wishlist & a gazillion photographs I will be satisfied

Oh wadaya know, 2:30 Friday… Nearly home time… shh don’t tell!

How do you get more followers? I would love more people to read my blog, comment my posts and get to know me

I can smell weed, wtf?

Mmmm Fudge! Sugar rush afternoon

Mmmm I can taste the blue cheese waiting at home for me… Spoilt in the food department today

The human body is a crazy thing; I wonder if aliens eat, do you believe in aliens?

Isn’t pregnancy weird and wonderful also?

When do you feel sexiest? Honestly for me it’s when I’m at home alone and can walk around in my underwear

Somebody use my Karmaloop Rep Code (suzy) for 20% of your order!

I think I will give up alcohol altogether… I hate the after affects… anyway non-alcoholic cocktails can be amazing

Alcoholic: One who has drunk so much there is no hangover- they are always drunk.

I wonder if Rihanna is happy. She is a truly beautiful person, is the inside the same

Is it Kid Coo-di or Kid Cud-ee?

I can’t wait for the new Channing Tatum Movie to come out, or Eclipse

I need to get back in the habit of buying outfits rather than pieces; my wardrobe is looking a bit ‘bitsy’

What hair care smells the best? I like to smell clean and feel fresh

Ok gotta go, weekend awaits. Out.

01/03/2010

2010-02-28T19:19:00.001-08:00

Now officially hate people that use the term ‘go back to your own country’ – who owns their own country anyway?

Polar Fleece Sheets… What?

Why are bugs attracted to light?

Sun burn is just logical… If you can fry an egg on a hot stone…

Is it okay to submit people you have just met to personal cultural or religious ritual?

Strange things I like to eat: Blue Cheese (only strange to some), Cheese and Peanut Butter Sandwiches, Potato Chips & Seriously Good Mayonnaise

I always seem to be fooled by the confident ones; I’m Little Red Riding Hood sometimes.

A stash of unhealthy treats is required to be successful in any office job

To not regret, but reflect & learn

Appreciates a good Spoon

It has only taken two years of staying over at your house to get used to sharing a bed with someone else

I’m not usually one to get jealous but… 5 years is a long time to spend with some else before me

Starting to realise buying a new outfit for every special occasion isn’t necessarily necessary

I’ve always thought about my wedding day but the groom never had a face… It’s starting to look like yours

The smell of Beetroot makes me want to spew (as does the thought of the smell, I just discovered)

To own a big heart outweighs many faulty traits

Wish I had a car with power steering… I’m so fit from walking from the other side of the car parks

23/02/2010

2010-02-22T15:06:00.000-08:00

Somebody likes my blog, yus!

Oh what a weekend, oh glorious sun

Who figured that oil would make cars go?

How many people have their perfect job?

Why do we lie? It just causes more lies, and a tangled web of destruction

You can only do your best, so don’t stress

How does Barrack Obama have his coffee? Does even drink coffee?

That’s why I wouldn’t want to be famous, Tiger Woods

I saw a photo of myself yesterday, and I like how I looked

3 boys die in a car crash; they braked for 100 metres before they hit the tree, how fast were they going to begin with?

Why do old people call you ‘Mrs (Husbands First Name)’ when you get married, instead of ‘Mrs (Your First Name)’…

How come Rhianna, Lady Gaga & Beyonce don’t have to wear pants?

For some reason I cant kiss you deeply at the moment, but you said you like my little kisses

My breath doesn’t smell like perfume and nobody’s fart smells like roses

My Dior lip gloss reminds me of summer

I love having my haircut, it just feels so nice having someone else look after it

Wouldn’t it be great if you could go into any shop and know what size to buy, one shoe size & one universal body size please

Sore eyes from the sun, want to get awesome sunglasses!

19/02/2010

2010-02-18T16:52:00.000-08:00

If only words could express the mood I’m stuck in

I admire hippies

Hates hypocrites

It’s easier for me to say how I feel in writing, but I hate txting because context is hard to explain

Love your big hands

& your amazing brown eyes

The other men of my life; Richard Kahui, Chris Brown, & Eddie Vedder

Who created measurement, and why?

How do CD’s work? It’s music from plastic…

I have no guy mates… Is that weird?

I’ve been in one for over a year but I really don’t understand relationships, and everything attached

Why can’t I have teeth like someone famous with good teeth

Emotion and Feeling

Oh and Chocolate

To be two inches shorter and wear heels

And not have weird shaped hips

But it’s not as bad as when I was a kid

I hope it only gets better

18/02/2010

2010-02-17T13:20:00.001-08:00

Do you believe the big bang theory? Do you think there was once nothing, which turned into a universe and then we came about because of evolution?

Thank you for forcing me to spend time doing the things I enjoy

Shopping is like eating chocolate, it feels great at the time, but after, you start to wonder; was that really necessary

Every now and then I’m not there, it’s almost like I have days I don’t love you, but I couldn’t live without you

Why get angry at customer service representatives and retail assistants, they don’t make the rules

Extremely confused about life today, mine in particular

Why do I cry all the time, I’m not always sad but tears come so easy

Intrigued by the human body, it’s so beautiful, but so fricken weird at the same time

Why do I need to always know what is going on? And to be in control of it

Is everyone really happy on the inside? I mean some people are great actors, me too sometimes

I think Facebook is slowly ruining my life…

If your heart didn’t race, or you didn’t sweat, or it didn’t tingle, you were faking it

Whoops, forgot to shave my armpits

I wish I could step outside my body for a few minutes, to see what you see, I’ve said it before but I’m always going to wish

Sometimes I’m not prepared for anything, like travelling the world, which is freaking me out currently

They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder, I hope you think I’m beautiful

I never realised how much debt the world has, I mean the USA owes China Billions of dollars, and I thought they were a so-called developed country

What does the Queen actually do? Does she still have authority over her ‘kingdom’?

My biggest fear is pain, it’s silly but I know I’ll have to be drugged up if I ever give birth

Oh to know all the answers

Advice

2010-02-15T14:38:00.001-08:00

Don’t tell someone you love them then trample all over there heart, not cool people

Are the McDonalds arches supposed to be two Fries?

What is with Russia?

Eat healthy, exercise regularly, you will feel good

Live your dreams, don’t just dream them

Listen to all kinds of music, read lots of books, and talk to everybody you meet

Hangover’s suck, being drunk and out of control is worse, I say rock tipsy

Who would call a kid Bruce anyway

Why would you have a baby when all you really want is to see the world

Please don’t tell me how I can better my life when yours ain’t exactly a bed of roses

Don’t talk over people, it’s rude

Live the life you want to lead, the only person who can judge you for it is you

If it doesn’t feel right it probably isn’t

Wear shoes less often

Sometimes saying how you feel is hard, maybe write it all down and work it out first

I don’t like sitting backwards on the bus

Some people are inherently evil, that will never change, as much as you want it to

Don’t feel sorry for others, show gratitude for what you have

Make a plan and stick to it, fight for what you want

Brush your teeth twice a day

I never met a Phil I could trust

Don’t tell secrets you don’t want passed on, because as much as you trust them; people will always do what they want

Never leave chocolate in the car

Change your underwear every day, you don’t want to be caught out when you get hit by that bus

Sometimes you have to do stuff you don’t like

Express yourself

Nobody likes a red nose, wear sunblock

Oh to Honeymoon in Cuba

RDL 2.0

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I love Darci, god knows why

Why do famous people die young? Not all of them but some greats, Janis, Heath & Bon are just a few I’m thinking of

Who created the internet? How do you make a web page? How can you purchase clothing on the other side of the world with just a credit card number?

Am I artistic? Or just logical and factual? Do I have a ‘style’?

Why do I like some things you hate?

Why are they called chemicals when once upon a time the earth was untapped, everything started natural

I love a clean white shirt

I wish I knew if there was an afterlife, heaven & hell, god, ghosts, aliens

Why do people try to be something they aren’t, why do people change for someone else?

Why do people fight?

Why was Hitler allowed to become ‘Hitler’?

I wish I could fly

Why aren’t all rich people philanthropists?

Who was the first person to discriminate? And why did we all follow them?

Who invented smoking? I mean putting some grass in your mouth, lighting it on fire, and inhaling, surely it didn’t start that way…

I can’t understand human’s need to find a name for a condition, if your sad you are depressed, you have bi-polar or schizophrenia… Words

How come I can’t sing, there is nothing wrong with my speaking voice

Why do we gossip, I mean if that kinda doesn’t fit the definition of friendship anymore, obviously our own life’s aren’t doing the job

I like to take pain killers when I’m not feeling so good, especially when I’m feeling down about myself

I wish I was a model, I like to be the subject of good photographs, but nobody has ever asked

How does alcohol get you drunk?

A Random List

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I sometimes wish I had an epic name, like Demeter Maia Hunziker or Marilyn, Suzylee, or Solange…

I don’t like the ferry after my top blew up over my face last time

I stopped drinking coke when I had braces and haven’t touched it since

I feel good when I look good, I always look the same so I don’t know why I have good days and bad days

My heart skips when I hear eddie vedder

I want to photograph the world but am content with snapping the backyard, my boy and the beach

I like to write blogs, apparently its cool, I wish I was cool, I wish people looked at me for inspiration

Learning makes my head hurt, but it feels so good when that knowledge is saved

Punching bags is my release, boxing is the best workout I’ve ever had, just don’t get sweat in your eyes

I feel guilty after eating junk food, but could eat blue cheese till the cows came home, which is worse?

I want AC/DC ‘Ride On’ to play at my funeral

So what if I’m a fake tan disaster, I’d rather not get skin cancer

I get road rage

I’m the only person I know that still checks bebo more than facebook

I like to buy stuff for people, don’t think I’m buying your friendship, if I see something that reminds me of you i’ll get it, I like the smile it brings

Even though he did what he did Chris Brown can still sing & dance

I like my job, I just wish we sold cooler stuff

I scrapbook, I write random poems, & sometimes I doodle

I was 6 when I first watched “Stand by Me” it haunted me, but now is my favourite movie, RIP River Phoenix

I appreciate artists, so what if some of them don’t shave or shower

Procrastination is one strength I’m not proud of

To be honest I don’t think I know who I am just yet, I get confused by that a lot

I used to be really bad at judging people I didn’t know, I’m getting better

I bruise easily

I crave fresh air in summer, I have a cuddle blanket for winter – don’t laugh

I wish I could visit Kate Winslet’s wardrobe

I read John Grisham’s ‘The Firm’ in 3 days, it took me a year to read Lord of the Rings – and it still made me cry at the end

Salt and Vinegar Chips

I don’t wear necklaces, I have them, I just don’t wear them, sorry

Change is daunting, but it’s something you have to do ‘to get to the other side’, or something

I spend a lot of time online everyday, it’s really sad, I should spend the time in the real world

I think it’s funny how you can say something to one person then to someone else and the reactions are miles apart, strange strange world

I can’t stand grosse; aka spew, poo, fart, blood, guts… So don’t ask me to watch Jackass or Saw

I have my beliefs you have yours, if they match we’ll talk, if not don’t preach

I like to dance, I’m not sure how rhythmic it is, maybe you could tell me

I like inspirational movies, I want to dance after Step Up & sing after Fame

I look at myself in the mirror, because unfortunately I care what others think

They say there is someone out there that looks just like you, I want to meet them to check out all my angles

I like road trips with no purpose, driving somewhere to do something is necessary and planned, I’d rather a journey with a little mystery

Not finishing my course at NMIT is a sore point for me, I hate having unfinished business, especially when I paid 5g for it.

I’m looking forward to what will come next, Travel, Study, Fun, & Family are three words to focus on.

Favourite Photo Blog at the Mo

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is http://www.cultivatemodesty.blogspot.com/.

Is Moaning acceptable in Blogs?

2009-12-29T13:42:00.000-08:00

Since there is just me and my one other follower, I thought i'd use this post to moan, nobody is going to care...Right?
Or is the number of followers insignificant? People might one day come across this page and think i'm wasting their time...

Well it's my Blog so stuff ya's...

Ok moaning starts here.
Boyfriends suck today. They are hypocrats that don't seem to care about anyone but themselves, and their hapiness. Going out of my way to do, to please, to help, to care, to listen; are not reciprocated, situations are not always easy but relationships are supossed to be 50/50 give and take, about giving yourself to that person wholly, needing that person in your life.
I feel like the only one trying to progress and to make this the best feeling for both...
I don't get it. The past is the past, i am not going to tear your heart out like 'she' did.
Trust me or don't, but if you don't i can't be with you.
I'm over being the so-called doormat (self nicknamed).
Please just think about my position for a second.

The difference between being alive, and simply just living, is love.

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Just A Little Something

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Gut Wrench,
Throat Lump,
Tear Drop,
Heart Pound,
Arms Wrap,
Thumb Wipes,
Kiss Placed,
Smile Wakes,
Spirit Floats...
Ears Flap,
Heart Pounds,
Tears Flood...
Throat Lump,
Arms Wrap,
Delicate Whisper,
Placed Kiss,
Wings Open,
Spirit Floats,
Fingers Entwine...

Soul Mate

Why you shouldn't buy Fake Designer...

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I recently purchased a New Era cap for Darci as a replacement for his old cap i keep at my place. He told me just to get something cheap from the little asian boutique in town, but i took it upon myself to find the nicest hat possible. I ended up paying $115.00 for a Saint Louis Cardinals 7 3/8 (after the nice manager compared his head with my example), it is now bf's fave hat, and it will last a lot longer, being 100% wool.I told the shoppy about the advice to go to the fake shop and he enlightened me a little on the knock-off trade around the world...Let's just say I will never buy a fake...What is so harmful about buying a fake?Are the high-end designers suffering financially? Well, actually, there has been a mass movement by major luxury designers AND investigators that investigate organized crime that is fighting the movement of fake luxury goods. People are becoming more and more aware that the purchase of fake luxury goods goes to fund illegal activities such as human trafficking, child labor, and even terrorism. When you purchase a fake designer bag (typically with cash), do you know where the cash is going? Chances are, probably not. They end up going to fund larger crimes, some have even been linked to terrorist activities.For an extra week of saving, and knowing where your money is going, i urge you to support your local designers and own a piece of true quality. If you can't afford to buy a $15000 Chanel bag and you would rather buy a $250 FAKE, why not just buy a REAL Guess?I hope you take the advice above on board. Please comment x.Sadly Uberfunk is now closing down but the knock-off shop is still going strong...i find this unnerving! I only just managed to get an LRG Tee in the clearance

20% off @ Karmaloop

2009-09-22T20:57:00.001-07:00

Everybody knows http://www.karmaloop.com/ is the illest streetwear site out. I'm a REP and i get to give you guys discount. Simply use the REP Code 'Suzy' when you checkout and you will get 20% off your order. MEAN!